Free+Writing

This is the page I can write whatever I want!! :) I can't wait until March 29th!! It's my birthday and I'm so excited for it! I'm in the Milan FFA and the other day when we had that contest we came in last place. I thought we did really good but apparently the judges didn't!! My morning got ruined but something gross, but I'm over it now. I saw someone throw up the the bathroom! :P It was so disgusting and I was shaking. I don't like the smell, sight or taste of puke!! I always hate it, I don't know, it just grosses me out so dang much! I love this song!! It's all the same by sick puppies! It's so sad but such a good beat! I love rock music, it's my favorite ever! Pop and hip-hop are okay, but rock is totally better. I have to go to civics next and I have a test! I forgot to study, but we went over the test yesterday and I'm going to ace it! Yes I'm so happy that it's friday! Tomorrow is Saturday and I can sleep in and just relax like I wish we could do instead of going to school, but school is important so I guess I can't really complain that much. I'm bored and really hungry!! I don't know why because I had breakfast, but that was like and hour or two ago so yeah... I don't know what to write about, but I think the bell is going to ring soon, very soon. Oh it just rang like a minute after I typed this:). I have good timing. My nails are painted pink, but I think I'm going to paint them lime green this weekend. That'd be fun. Last weekend my dad took our Christmas tree down, we were a little late to take it down, but oh well. ha-ha! We have 8 minutes until the bell rings to leave and my fingers are getting really tired from typing all this. I like the band three days grace too!! It's pretty sweet I like the song by them called someone who cares! It has a good beat. I'm tired because I couldn't sleep on the bus because the people behind me were kicking the seat he-he!! :)

I am so bored..... yesterday I changed my shoelaces:) and painted my nails green! They were supposed to be lime green but they're like pale green but it's okay I guess. This song is great, tik tok parody by the midnight beast. It's so weird but funny. I just found out something I didn't really care to know ha ha!! I keep thinking it's friday but it's only thursday:(. That makes me kinda sad, really sad actually because I want it to be the weekend. I have civics next and we had to get into groups and write a story. I wrote it and it's really cheezy and bad but whatever. We have to share it in front of the class! :D I don't want to but okey dokey. I'm so tired and I'm hungry too he he!! I can't wait to get home so I can do whatever I want!!! I have to do some speech called a manuscript speech in speech tomorrow. Speech makes me so scared, I hate talking and standing up in front of people, but I'll get used to it. I don't know what else to write and I suck at writing poems soo.... My new favorite bandish group thing is 3OH!3 because they are all technoyish and stuff, it's so cool! Comatose, I'll never wake up without an overdose, that's in the song comatose by skillet. I really don't know what else to write soo yeah. ha ha:)

Free-Writing!!! I don't feel good:( oh well!! te he! I can't wait to get home because I am waiting for my magazine to come in the mail. Plus I can relax and not have to worry about school!! I really like this song, it's riding solo by Jason DeRulo!! I got it yesterday!!! His cd doesn't come out until March 2nd though!! Today I am so tired and I was sleeping on the bus!! :P I have civics next but I don't know what we're doing, I think taking notes!! My birthday is really soon!! It's March 29th so... I'm not sure how many days though, I'll find out... 33 days not counting today, but counting my birthday! I'm gonna be 15, finally he he!! I'm really bored!! It's 8:21 and I'm about to fall asleep!! te he!! I forgot what I was going to type!! Oh shoot!!! Helping someone out can really mess you up!! We have an assembly for black history month on Thursday! People are supposed to perform Thriller!! Panic! at the disco is such a good band!! I just did what I though I forgot!! ha ha I'm so smart!! Just Kidding but really I am smart! Smarter than most people think! My friend sitting next to me is looking up promise rings and they are so flipping pretty!! I don't need em because I don't have a boyfriend!! The single life is good too though!! ha ha!! It's 8:28 now!! Only 7 minutes went by woweee!! he he te he ha ha!! I'm weird. Ahh she has a promise ring on her screen that is super prettyful!! Cleans up nature park! I just read that off a sign. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) I'm not sure how many smileys that is but it looks so cool! I have CAD and English 10A today!! I hope we can use the laptops again!! There's this robot online called A.L.I.C.E. and it's so funny!! My friend is about to lose all her work!! Nevermind, she fixed it phew!! I got new music yesterday, Jason DeRulo, The Cars, and Ciara. Music is soo cool! Whoever thought of it is pure genius! I bet a lot of people are like me, they couldn't live without music, it would be so much more boring. Sometimes I eat my dessert before my dinner! ha ha!! That's from the TiK ToK Parody by The Midnight Beast Oh yeah!! lol!! I changed my shoelaces and they are Gir from Invader Zim how flipping awesome are lime green gir shoelaces?? Pretty awesome!! I did my manuscript speech yesterday and I was sooo nervous but ended up getting a 120/100 points for doing the extra credit!! It was an A++++++++ yeah, just an A+ but it's fun to think otherwise!! It's 8:42! Time is starting to go by fast!! I'm really tired!! My hair is jacked up because I took a shower this morning and it didn't dry before I got to school!! Ah my earbud's falling out of my ear!! It's much better now lol!! Nope it fell out! Now I'm listening to Rascall Flatts!! I'm listening to Swing by Miss May I!! My computer just did the funkiest thing and I thought it was going to shut down, but phew it didn't, I'm going to save now and come back!! Where's the flipping party at?? This is the day I've typed most on my free write page because this is the most time I've had to do so! Not putting names, but someone in this class looks like the guy from are you smarter than a 5th grader, Jeff Foxworthy!! Whoa they have the same first name, that's pretty flipping creepy!! Also, I had this sub for Mr. Sway once and his name was Mr. Tiking. He looking exactly like Sheldon from the Big Bang Theory so Taylor, Dayna and I all called him Mr. Sheldon!! It was so scary but hilarious at the same time!! We have 8 minutes left yippeee! We're listening to Down with the sickness by disturbed and Dayna got the beginning beat part totally right!! Wow and I suck at it oh well!! I write/type a lot of exclamation points!! My friend really did just lose all her work. She seems sad but she's laughing so I don't know!! She's suprised!! She got it back, how did she magically get it back?? No fair she's magical!! We have 5 minutes left and I have to go to the bathroom ha ha!! bye!! Time to shut down!!

3/4/10 Random poem thing: I guess I can say that all that I need is the music and you and the air that I breathe.

The ingredients to a happy life are: 1. a bucket of happiness 2. a cup of sorrow 3. a pinch of jealousy 4. a road of adventure and 5. a sprinkle of love and romance

If a picture's worth a thousand words, isn't a word worth a thousand pictures?? There are are thousand words you can think of when you look at a picture, but if you look at a word, can't you see a thousand pictures in your head?? I think it's true.

Poem #1: Death can mean pain, you'll feel like it wasn't meant to be, it can cause strain and distain, why did it have to happen to me? the scars were there, the time was near, we saw it coming but we all had fear, that day in my life has caused me to think twice about what I love in my life I need to put things forth that matter, and not care for the hate. My grandpa died that day and it's left me with a lot to say.

Poem #2: Music is my life, it helps me get through the worse, it's like a pinch of spice, it breaks any curse that will get in the way of the verse. (That wasn't a good poem, ha ha just practicing!!)

Poem #3: I'm so excited for my birthday I'm so happy hurray!! Just celebrating that day That I can disobey My day to be free The day of just me!

My birthday's in 21 days by the way! I finally get to turn 15!! yes!! I have to go to conditioning for track today!! Mandatory practice starts March 15th though so I'm excited!!

I don't know what to write about today I already wrote my birthday poem so...

Things to make my birthday the best ever: 1. Having a fun party with family on my birthday 2. Having a fun party with friends a few days later or something like that 3. Getting what I want 4. Hanging out with the people I know and love 5. It's my birthday, that days always a good day!!!

Plus, I get to start driver's ed whenever I want but with track starting it's kind of hard to do.

Poem #4: The morning of that saturday I wanted to go outside and play why couldn't I stay my mom told me I'd have a good day I just didn't believe her when it was over I couldn't even say I really felt like it was achieved I thought it was lame but in the end it was all okay! This poem I don't know if it really works but I wanted to write about when I got my tonsils out when I was in fifth grade. After the surgery I tried to talk but I couldn't because my throat was so sore and stuff. I was freaking out and having a breakdown that morning when my mom told me that I was going to the hospital to get them out. I was little too and I missed like 3 weeks of school because I couldn't talk. I got a lot of ice cream and popsicles though! yum yum ha ha!!

Turn the page remix by metallica is so cool!! I love it and I also like the new song I got called 100 in a 55 by pop evil that's a good song too!! Class is almost over so we have to shut down now:( I like this class a lot because I can express myself on my free write page. You probably realized I kind of stink at writing poems, but hey practice makes perfect!!

**I'm so excited because my 15th birthday is in 19 DAYS!!! YAHOO!!!!!!!!** I don't know what to type about today.... I already finished my work for the day too!! Yesterday at track there were only 8 girls at practice, including me!! Keya had to leave because she hurt her heels. Also, Anna threw up in the middle of the football field because she had mccdonald's before practice!! Mr. Porter went and looked at it too ha ha it was really gross!! We weren't near her though, we were taking a five minute break. We had to do two 400's, six 200's and two 50's. 400's are one lap around the track, 200's are halfway around the track (so we ended up doing three more laps for the 200's) and then 50's are just running halfway down the straight away. It was really tiring but fun. Before practice, Keya and I went to the vending machines and got black cherry propel and two came out of the machine, so we both got one! That happened to us with diet mountain dew too but propel black cherry flavored is soooo good. It was my first time trying it but I'm glad I did. That was track practice yesterday!! It ended at 4 pm but it was supposed to end at 4:30 pm, we just finished early. It goes until 4:30 tonight though. Today it's conditioning with all sports but yesterday it was just track and soccer girls. Shotput guys and girls were there too though. I'm probably going to go see Peter Pan when it is playing in the theater because it looks cool. My friend Tori is in the play, she's an indian. A part of the set wall feel on her and she hurt her wrist so she has to wear something on it now. The bell rings in 9 minutes.

** 17 Days until my 15th BIRTHDAY!!! YIPPEE!!! **

I honestly don't know what to write about today... My mind is just drawing a blank line_ and it just keeps going. All I seem to hear is the music I'm listening to in the background of my brain trying to think. Trying to think of what to write about today. On wednesday I didn't go to track... I went yesterday (thursday). It was fun, we did one five minute run around the track and then took a five minute break. Then we did another five minute run around the track and took a five minute break. By the way, we were outside. Then we did eight 100s, which is running double of a straight away. Then we jogged once around the track and practice was over. At the beginning of the practice before we went outside, we did five laps on the inside track. Today we have conditioning. It's going to kill me, but hey exercise is good and tomorrow is saturday. I can't have meat today because of lent so I get bosco sticks today!! :) yippee!! Yesterday I was running up the stairs and there is a wooden pole thing at the top of the stairs to hold my balcony up. I was like a foot away from it so I thought, but it jammed into my side and I fell down, here's the conversation that followed: "What the heck was that??" my dad yelled. "I got hurt!!" I yelled back. "Are you okay?" he asked. "No, but I will be soon," I yelled back. "It sounded painful," my sister peeked into my room and said. "Yeah, it was," I whispered under my breath holding my side. It hurt so bad!! I just wanted to cry, but I didn't I don't know why I didn't but I didn't. Then, I got up and looked at it and it was like a cut and it was all puffy and swollen, it's better today, but if you touch it. If you even touch it lightly it hurts so bad that I could cry and melt into pieces. Not literally ha ha but just an example of how bad it actually hurts. It's like right on my hip bone or whatever that bone right there is. I hope it's better at practice tonight or else I don't think I'll be able to do it, I might have to force myself to though. I got 39 songs the other night and my new favorite song is I don't care by a guy from 3 days grace and apocalyptica. It's really good: If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care. All the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care at all....


 * 13 DAYS UNTIL MY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!! YAYYY!!!! **

​I can't wait for my birthday, it's coming so soon and it's making me really excited!!!! Track was fun yesterday, we ran up and down stairs!! It was really tiring though! Then we ran a mile on the inside track, that's nine laps! We were weight lifting for fourty minutes too! It was really fun and I'm not in much pain like usual, maybe because I'm getting in shape!!

Poem #5:The colors of the rainbow!! Red seems to be the color of dread Orange has no rhyme!! Yellow is very mellow Green is very clean Blue is like an igloo Purple has no rhyme!! Pink is like a sink!!

and that was a random poem of rhyming colors!! ha ha I don't know what to write a poem about!! Plus I stink at writing them!!!

Acrostic Poem #1: Creative Active Tired (at the moment) Intelligent!! ha ha Entertaining

Music Awesome Runner!! (I run sprinting in track!!) Interesting Exciting

Caring Amazing Mighty!! he he!! Person Brunette Eat (I love food!!) Lime Green (my favorite color) Loving


 * There are 11 days until my 15th birthday and I'm very excited!! YIPPEEE!!! **

I'm going to try to write poems!! He he!!

Poem #6: It's clear, it's very simple not being able to see the body of one who has died. ghosts, are they real? no one knows for sure. they could be here they could be near. creeping by, watching over that's why they're here.

Poem #7: Awake, why? a dream I suppose it was bad making me mad. does it signal something? a dream with no theme. scaring me to death, I awake with a shake.

Poem #8: Summer is the time of the year that I look forward too. barbeques and parties, swimming and sunshine. when the sun shines down, warming my body, I feel summer upon me.

Poem #9: Needles pointing in, sticking in the heart and neck. Not fair to them, the pain they feel. even if is just a doll, they have hearts too.

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." This is a sentence from the song Quiver by Theory of a Deadman, my favorite band in the world!! This song has great meaning because that sentence is very true to the point where I could explain it in a thousand ways!

Poem #10: Old and wrinkled skin, lines her hands to make them thin. Veins popping out, shaking all about. Her hands are so cold and small, how can she stand the feel? my grandma's hands.

Poem #11: It's only days until my birthday, I can't wait to see my family, eat cake and tear open the presents as fast as I can. Why am I so excited? I'm turning 15 and it only comes once a year! I want it to be the best day of March 2010!

Poem #12: At the zoo there are kangaroos, there are leopards and cheetahs. Zebras too! A place to relax and a place to waste time! The zoo is fun, it's a good place for kids.

**7 days (ONE WHOLE WEEK FROM TODAY!) is my 15th birthday!! yay, I'm so excited!!**

having someone by your side having trust in that person being able to talk to them about anything having someone who cares the warm fuzzy feeling having someone to call when you're sad :) hanging out and having fun together (dates) having your soul mate which whom you were seperated with at birth liking the same things having things in common getting engaged/married makes life beautiful and better makes you a more responsible person having someone to make you happy can make each other laugh without the laughing being fake :P
 * Ups and Downs of Love :) :(**
 * Ups of Love :)**

breaking up with eachother getting in a fight disagreeing on something being away from eachother for a long time it can hurt badly you could get played you could get cheated on you could have a divorce (if you were married) love can fade away and die down (not if you have a strong relationship though)
 * Downs of Love :(**

**5 DAYS UNTIL MY 15th BIRTHDAY!!! Can't wait until monday :).**

The apple poem!! Poem #13: green apples, red apples, yellow apples, galore! They're fun to eat such a good treat! you leave me at the side of the road to die what doesn't kill you makes you stronger you don't need me anymore to listen to your lies I won't be no fool for you any longer what doesn't kill you makes you stronger well it's me, myself and I quiver at the thought of you but beneath myself and I quiver at the thought of being alone what makes you sick makes me quiver is the thought of being alone like a needle in a haystack with nowhere to hide what doesn't kill you makes you stronger like a wing-clipped eagle whos waiting to fly no, I won't be trapped in you any longer what doesn't kill you makes you stronger well it's me, myself, and I quiver at the thought of you but beneath myself and I quiver at the thought of being alone what makes you sick, what makes me quiver is the thought of being alone What makes you sick, what makes you quiver well it's me, myself, and I quiver at the thought of you but beneath myself and I quiver at the thought of being alone what makes you sick, what makes me quiver is the thought of being alone what makes you sick, what makes me quiver I love this song <3 Today is the half day before spring break!! Yay I can't wait until my birthday on Monday!!
 * Lyrics to quiver by theory of a deadman:**
 * 3 DAYS UNTIL MY 15TH BIRTHDAY!! :)**

Spring break was awesome but too short! My birthday rocked, I got everything I wanted :) it made me feel so special. I'm 15 now so there will be no more colors on my page anytime soon!

Over and Over lyrics by Three Days Grace: My favorite band in the world! I feel it everyday it's all the same It brings me down but I'm the one to blame I've tried everything to get away so here I go again chasing you down again why do I do this? over and over, over and over I fall for you over and over, over and over I try not to It feels like everyday stays the same It's dragging me down and I can't pull away so here I go again chasing you down again why do I do this? over and over, over and over I fall for you over and over, over and over I try not to over and over, over and over you make me fall for you over and over, over and over you don't even try so many thoughts that I can't get out of my head I try to live without you, everytime I do I feel dead I know what's best for me but I want you instead I'll keep on wasting all my time over and over, over and over I fall for you over and over, over and over I try not to over and over, over and over you make me fall for you over and over, over and over you don't even try to I love this song so much even though it doesn't have anything to do with what happens in my life. I don't keep trying to get someone but keep failing the whole time. Yeah, I'll still like them, but I'll get over it because what is the use if they don't feel the same way about me. <3

Another Three Days Grace song: Break Tonight, my head is spinning I need something to pick me up I've tried but nothing is working I won't stop I won't say I've had enough tonight, I start the fire tonight I break away break! away from everybody break! away from everything if you can't stand the way this place is take yourself to higher places oh oh at night I feel like a vampire it's not right I just can't give it up I'll try to get myself higher let's go we're gonna light it up tonight we start the fire tonight we break away break! away from everybody break! away from everything if you can't stand the way this place is take yourself to higher places oh oh oh if you can't stand the way this place is take yourself to higher places break! away from everybody break! away from everything if you can't stand the way this place is take yourself to higher places oh oh higher places oh oh to higher places oh oh higher places take yourself to higher places